same old

by mandaceehb

it’s been a blur


the colours, they burst and pulsate and fade all too quickly

the screams and laughter, they’ve diminished to a steady beat

but is this not how the system works

i’m only starting to get used to things

the moments of calm instead of erratic heartbeats

the unexpected beauty in neutrality

all i can say is

i guess routine has kicked in

and prevailed again